EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 09:57 PM |
Change. Change is something that will happen is everybodies life at one point. Everyday, your life is changing. You will either change into something truly amazing, or some bundle of evilness. Your life will change for the better of for the worse.
If you're looking for some inspiration, look up "Change" by Kuledud3.
Now it is my time to change. It is time to further my life.
I stumbled upon this website, roblox a few years ago when I was about ten maybe?
Ahah, yes, I remember that day. Roblox was all a mistake. A great mistake.
I was looking for a certain website that I cannot say on roblox (it was another game). I just so happened to misclick, and came upon roblox. I was like ugh what is this bull? So I was just like, eh whatever lets give it a try. I played a few games, made a few friends, and those friends believe it or not changed my life... for the better. I've also come across a few foes, who I will not speak of. But at the end of the day, we are only foes for stupidity. Nothing I chose. Stuff they chose.
The funny thing is, I am 13, and these people who are 16, 18, 20 just so happen to me so immature that they want to make fun of a 13 year old (at the time, 12) and it gives them joy? They try to make me sad. So yeah, maybe they accomplished the whole making me sad part, but thats where my friends come in. They made it so much better.
Some stuff I did, due to sadness, from the immature... people, some real life problems, and just other stuff in life is unspeakable. It's something that NOBODY should ever consider, and if you do, talk to somebody you can trust to help you. I cut myself. 3, maybe 4 times? It was probably the biggest mistake of my life. Luckily I am one of those people who can sit there and be like "Hey... why am I harming myself? This is what these f###ers want, and I am just giving it to them. I'm causing pain upon myself just because of these people. What the hell am I doing?"
So, I told a friend I can trust, I told him I stopped, and what was going on. I told him not to tell anybody, but honestly telling an adult would be smart. And he knew that. So he went and told my guidance counselor. He went on, and told her, which made everything so weird. She asked me who is doing this. My reply was "A few people on the internet I don't know, and (not saying)," (not saying), and (not saying)." So he brought those certain people down, which I honestly think was kind of stupid, because know they know whats going on!
They said "Oh, I didn't know you felt this way. I'm so sorry." The guidance counselor asked if everything was okay now. We all said yes it is. We walked out of the room and started walking down the hallway back to class together. I, being the shy one I was, kind of walked behind a bit. I heard them laugh, then they turned around and said "Go jump off a (censor) you piece of (censor) nobody wants you in this world (censor)". Now, I could of let this get to me, and continued my stupid habits, but no, I didn't. Instead, I replied "Thanks for calling me that you (censor). Your going to probably just going to end up (censor) dying on the side of the road with nobody to (censor) love you. Thanks (censor) and have a nice day" I smiled and walked away.
They were somewhat shocked that I did this.
About a week later, they decided, hey lets give him a chance. He didn't do anything to us. He's just different.
So now I am actually great friends with one of them, and okay friends with the other two.
I still have my problems here and there, but I don't let them get to me.
Now before I end this thread, there is one thing I want to say.
I was made fun of so badly til my inbox was full of death threats. I had about 400 messages (most of them from the same people and a bunch of alts). Why did I? Was I messing with people and I deserved to get messed with back? No. I decided when I was ten years old, I wanted to express myself in a YouTube video. I wanted to be funny (even though I was extremely dumb). I tried making a video called "TheShellodShow" from my old laptop's webcam. It was really stupid, and being a ten year old, my voice was high pitched.
Nobody bothers to read the date, that or they just ignored it. They thought that was me today. They called me a squeaker, they called me stupid, they called me immature. But really they're immature. And I was made fun of for being 10. They still can't read, when I told them several times its an old video. They noticed that it was an old video. But, hey they're smart right? A 3 year old video makes me the same age now as I was in that video? Well that was the case for them. When I am 70, to them I will still be a 10 year old (censor). I've changed since then.
I'm leaving roblox, not because of the people, because I have CHANGED, I have outgrown it. I just don't find any fun it in anymore. I am going further into my life for the better. Roblox is a big part of my life, and I will never forget it, but I need to move on. It was fun here, and its time to say goodbye. I will still check in every now and then.
I kind of turned this into somewhat of a rant, but that wasn't the meaning.
The point of this thread is: You're going to change. Bad stuff will happen to you. But life is just a roller coaster. For all you know, you may grow up to be the most famous person in the world. But right now, you just look like some stupid kid staring at a screen. But no, you are something special.
Now before I end this, I want to let a big thank you out to my friend Tia. She was my 2iC in LSF, and helped me through all my troubles while I owned LSF, and while I didn't. She was the best friend and most loving friend anybody can ever ask for. I don't know what I would do without her. She knew those other people were wrong. Most people would side with the people they knew longer (the other people). But no, she sided with me, because she knew that they're wrong.
And one last thank you (hopefully) is to my great friend, hippihobo. She helped me with so much as well. She was like Tia. She cared about me. And I nearly met her in real life because she was in my town for some hockey thing. Sadly, I lost that opportunity. I haven't talked to her (or tia) in about 2 months due to my absence. My computer is broken, and hippi's phone is broken, so we haven't been talking. But hippi, if you're reading this, I still care about you. I haven't talked to you, but I don't forget you.
Now the FINAL thing I need to add, is my friend nikola334/AlluminisTheory/Trevor. I've known him for about 3 years now. I met him at a party for his brother joining the marines. We became great friends, and he had some good stuff to say. Now, he can be a real j3 rk at times, but he really is a true friend, something you don't find that often. We get into fights, but we become friends again. So trev, how about I come over your house this weekend? :P
Thank you for everything. Goodbye.
-Shellod
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Vaporized
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| 11 Feb 2014 09:58 PM |
Hi Shellod.
Goodbye, I'm reading this after.
I saw the uniform and made me remember the great times. :) |
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| 11 Feb 2014 09:59 PM |
That stinks. Bye, Shellod.
[Tza Spawn] - [V O I D Prime] - [TSG Guard] |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:00 PM |
Hey vap. Yeah, it was what made me happiest on roblox. I figured I would wear it forever now that I am quitting.
Bazooka, yeah I guess so. |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:04 PM |
Good luck in life.
Read it and understood, hopefully you'll get the chance to meet tia and those other people you've mentioned. |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:07 PM |
Thanks Vap. Good luck to you as well. I think you'll make it pretty good haha.
Yeah hopefully I will meet them. |
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Zealots
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:08 PM |
i'm 17, yo.
~Grand Master: The king of all kings. #C&G Prince (14,022+ posts)[08'er]
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Acurius
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:09 PM |
Farewell.
♔ Even the sharpest blade can be the dullest ♔ |
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BEEZit
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:12 PM |
Acuris, Farewell to you too.
BEEZit, You too. |
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xTia98x
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:14 PM |
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Potato. I will miss you. You were a great friend and a fun leader. You always were so nice to people and like a brother. I wish you the best in life. You are brilliant and so nice. I know you will do great things when you get older. Thank you for all the kind words. You made LSF fun again and the team calls. |
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sovietz
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:15 PM |
REST IN PEACE SHELLOD - SINCERELY ITACHINOYAMATO |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:15 PM |
Tia,
Thank you for all the fun times. I know you will do great in life as well. You're a great person with great potential. |
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:15 PM |
| Very inspiring.I wish all the good things in life for you.You deserve a reward,and you will get it.Very inspiring thread.Good luck! |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:16 PM |
Sovietz,
Hey Itachi! Whats up man? It's been a while.
I guess i'm dead now? I WANT MY ASHES POURED ACROSS A BEACH |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:17 PM |
Well shella, this thread is of all honest words and truth. You cannot be more right than you are right now.
One day I will accept this change to, and many other people will. But our days differ. It's only a matter of time before Roblox either reaches it's dark age...or it's golden one.
Some say it'll get better from here, others say worse. Some stay on for the ride, others leave before it's "too late."
The thing is, it's all up to you. Life is a choice and Roblox is no more than that.
Good luck buddy.
With best regards,
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sovietz
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:18 PM |
ikr shell!? where have you been? |
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EverElite
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:19 PM |
Predator,
You got some inspiring words yourself, don't ya? I don't know you, but you seem like one of those people who'll do good in life.
Guys, I would love to stay and read your comments, but its almost midnight and I have school tomorrow and I have to wake up at 4:30. I think its time to get to bed.
Good night everybody. |
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xTia98x
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:19 PM |
:(
Potato is going. Will miss him.
@Itachi
Hiiii |
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:21 PM |
| Good night and have the best of it. |
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| 11 Feb 2014 10:27 PM |
A thread for another meaning
farewell and let THE SUN GUIDE YOU
PRAISE THE SUN \o/ |
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xTia98x
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