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| 05 Feb 2014 07:35 AM |
So basically, if you missed out on anything that's been going on, I'll just explain. On the afternoon of the Fourth of February, 2014, anger got the best of me. I was too tired to deal with everybody, I was impatient, rude, ignorant, independent, and lastly, insulting. I explain to Cait that I was always tired of hearing her announce that she was angry, and I was also really envious of many people. I took it too far, and I know she was angry and didn't want to talk to anybody. I decided, not because of her, that now, I finally have a reason to die, I took out my Zoloft from under my bed, one of the most toxic pills in the world, in fact it's stated the third most dangerous pill, in the world. I honestly, wasn't dying for Cait, I was dying BECAUSE of Cait. I knew I hurt her, and I don't want to do it again. I already took three pills when I got my first reply from her, lucky for her, her brother stopped her, I, on the otherhand, wanted to leave this world. Partly, because of the society and how cruel politics can be. I already had my deathwish set out, and I literally felt dead for about two hours. I knew I hurt her, but I had this idea that without me I wouldn't feel like the paranoid annoyance in the group, like, the third wheel. I didn't mean to hurt anybody, I didn't mean to offend anybody, and I really really really wanted to be gone. Sadly, three pills don't work. Here's an example, the only person that I'd feel who'd really care would be Jack A.K.A Isaac who is some mofo from school. Cait, on the otherhand, would have a hell lot of people crying over her, anyways, I'd rather be gone than here.
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| 05 Feb 2014 01:26 PM |
| I care.. You can always talk to me. |
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| 05 Feb 2014 01:53 PM |
Oh God. inb4flame
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| 05 Feb 2014 02:28 PM |
Hell, I was going to make it so people can't flame, but I forgot to check it off.
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| 05 Feb 2014 02:29 PM |
"Hell, I was going to make it so people can't flame, but I forgot to check it off."
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| 05 Feb 2014 02:31 PM |
I love when people come back to my thread.
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| 05 Feb 2014 02:31 PM |
Welcome, dear friend.
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| 05 Feb 2014 06:52 PM |
o my that was triggering. and that like had over 30 commas mickey shshshs |
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