HD188753
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| Joined: 13 Jun 2012 |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:43 PM |
Hi guys. As of today, 8-1-14 (1-8-14), I've decided to give up all my titles and positions in FEAR, and I am effectively resigning.
Why?
Well, there's a few reasons. I've gone through cycles, where I've considered quitting, always to come back. Yet every time I come back, I find it less enjoyable. I'm afraid I'm nearing the end of my 4th cycle, and I've decided that it would simply no longer be worth it. When I joined FEAR on this account, two years ago, it was my intent to AA it, and destroy it (I was a confused kid). However, as I ranked up in FEAR, I grew to be great friends with people in it, and I changed my mind, I decided I would fix FEAR, I would attempt to cure it of the diseases it was riddled with. As I reached the level of High Command, I realized the truth of the situation. I was not the first, nor would I be the last to attempt this. The problems, seeming easy to solve, are near impossible to cure with the current fighting within the High Command, that is always occurring.
Recently as I've worked with USF a lot more, I've seen how clans don't need to be a chore, and how fun they can be, just like when I joined. I think seeing this has amplified my urge to quit FEAR even more.
Despite this, please do not blame USF, they are a fantastic clan I recommend you all join, they embrace the ideas of having fun, while maintaining a stable system within. If USF was to be removed from FEAR's allies because of me leaving for them, it would be a cowardly move by the High Command. I assure you, within time, many will want to be allies with USF, and FEAR will be happy with its choice to be allied with it from before.
I'll start addressing people now.
JacobProne - You're a laid back guy, and I like that. I remember when I was a Recruit and we used to sword fight together on that bridge map. Good times :)
Disav0w - Ah, you. I suppose I liked you a bit more before, I hope you go back to that way. You need to realize that your actions are a bit too radical. This is a game and all, groups should be fun, not a chore. None the less, I wish you luck in trying to do anything with the High Command.
Lozlee - I don't know you that well, but you're cool. I understand your inactivity given the current situation you're in.
Beebart - Ah, you. I haven't seen you that often, but I remember when we were Officers together.
BlazeMan - Well, mixed feelings here. You're a good friend, but you tend to be a bit annoying sometimes. Good luck I suppose.
Withoutrestraint - Don't know you too well, good luck with whatever you're trying to do.
DRagon - Ah man, we'll still be seeing each other a lot. You're one of my greatest friends, and I've shared things with you that few others know. Good luck friend.
Paulshadow - Don't know much about you other then you tend to act a bit dramatic at FEAR meetings.
0amazingman0 - I remember when I went to FEAR School trainings you hosted. You're a nice guy, but I think you're a bit young to understand whats going on in the moment right now.
Redsoxs - I like how honest and straight forward you are. You are one of the few people I can speak honestly to. Good luck.
Strongyoushimaster - Along with 0am, I don't think you quite understand what you're doing as of now at your age, but I think you're nice. You'll get places in time.
Facuchido - You're cool I suppose. Haven't seem much of you.
Beloxy - I remember you very well as an Officer. I think you'll go far, just remember that everything is simply a game, and things don't need to be too complex.
Animalmagic - I'll be honest. I tried to get you demoted at one point. You're nice, but I don't think I've ever looked at you the same since a few years ago. Good luck I suppose.
Sub - Don't see you that much. Suppose I should say I was a bit jealous when you and Pepi got General before me, but eh.
PepiBlox - Hey man. Make sure you go to the game next year when our school plays yours in soccer. Good luck in life.
Wizard2268 - Thanks for dealing with me. Your doing a fantastic job. Canada is cool.
Andrewlee - Ah, that chats i've had with you. Remember its a game man, you should be having fun.
Slasher - I remember when I hated you. Now we're good friends. XF me when you get that starbound server up :)
Iroc - Good luck in what you do. And the same to you as with Andrewlee - remember its a game, don't stress over it.
Zach - Never really respected you to be honest. Eh.
SHADOW - First I'd like to thank you for getting me where I am. I know without you I'd never be here. Secondly, please understand that developers are people too. Often the reason we're 'lazy' as you put it is because you're constantly telling us to do it differently. Remember, sometimes, the developer knows whats best.
Jason - I don't see you that much. Apparently you do a lot. Perhaps you should show up to low ranks more often, as I know a lot of them don't think you're a good second in command because of how rarely they see you.
LordNobody - One of my best friends, you've done great with DoW, RF, and third in command. Always remember, its a game, don't stress out, have fun. I need to thank you for helping me host my first training, and building confidence from that. Thanks a lot. Good luck with life.
SONIC - I think you're nice, however, I think there are some times when you need to realize the majority, or even important people like Andrewlee or Jason or whoever are wrong, and you need to make a choice. Other then that, good luck with Venezia & FEAR.
Mid-ranks of FEAR - I wish you guys good luck. Being the future leaders of FEAR, you need to realize that just because the past generations haven't done it well, doesn't mean you should do it poorly as well.
Low-ranks of FEAR - Good luck working your way up the ladder. I want to thank you all for bearing with me when I messed up.
ToberDam - Not sure why I'm putting you in here really. Suppose it has to do with that conversation, maybe a year or so ago, about me trying to fix FEAR. You were right.
Estceque - Good luck. If there's anyone I want to replace me, it'd be you. Just keep pushing. You're a better person then me, I'm sure you can do it.
UraniumBombs1 - You remind me of a younger me. Good luck with what you do. I hope you get Officer.
The High Command in general - Fix yourselves. Do it. You need to realize its bad. The fact that you can spend 30 minutes arguing about a comment someone made while not being able to talk about a new promotion system without someone going off about sports or something should be a sign to you. Let other good clans be an example of how you should be. FC is a fantastic example, remember, this is a game. Fun should be the highlight, please don't make FEAR into a chore.
I suppose the person I should give the most thanks is Tom (HM111, SD), you were right all along. I know you quit, but you deserve the credit.
I'm sorry if I forgot you. But this is hard enough already.
As my final gift to you, I leave an album of all my experiences in FEAR. /a/71HCy (Imgur)
So long and thanks for all the memories. |
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Estceque
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| Joined: 15 Apr 2013 |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:44 PM |
I will miss you, HD.
I hope your transition out of FEAR is smooth and that you achieve all of your other endeavors! Good luck, man! |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:46 PM |
| NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:47 PM |
this is a joke right heh hehe hehe wait what |
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radzach97
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:49 PM |
Ah. Bye HD.
Seems that FEAR is strangely stable because of the fighting - yet could be equally as good without it as well. Perhaps... a balance is needed for a new golden age.
What's sad though is how my Officer rank is always in the cross-hairs of the HRs fighting. |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:49 PM |
NOOOOOOO GOD PLEASE NO NO, NO, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:50 PM |
tl;dr: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I remember when we were Officers together q.q
[~] - The Ex-Officer of FEAR - [~] |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:50 PM |
| You will be missed. Good luck with your future endeavors. |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:51 PM |
| Goodbye. I and the others will miss you greatly. Good luck with your life. Hail Venezia! |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:56 PM |
| NO YOU CAN"T LEAVE! OMFG! NOOOOOOOOOOOO! YOU ARE BOSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! PLEASETELL ME IT"S A JOKE! |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:58 PM |
| I'm sure FEAR will miss you dearly. |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:59 PM |
| I'll miss you, you were a great Colonel. |
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| 08 Jan 2014 07:59 PM |
| :O i never expected this. Bye HD. |
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bboy8686
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| Joined: 29 Nov 2011 |
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| 08 Jan 2014 08:00 PM |
| PLEASE JUST PUT UP ANOTHER ONE SAYING FAKE!!!! You are one of my favorite HR's in the game. Thank you o much for all you've done. You promoted me from REC.-PVT. You helped me get noticed. You don't remember me, but I definitely remember you... Thank you, HD. |
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| 08 Jan 2014 08:01 PM |
bye
Pray for BlazeMan54 to resign!1111 |
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Salvum
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| Joined: 21 Aug 2011 |
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| 08 Jan 2014 08:04 PM |
I hope you enjoy your endeavors outside of FEAR, wherever they may take you.
Good luck.
"I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it." |
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| 08 Jan 2014 08:06 PM |
Good luck out there!
"The Egg Lives!" |
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