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| 07 Jan 2014 11:02 PM |
As I was staring at those pills in my hand, I stopped and thought about my sister, and how hurt she would be to see me in a coffin.
I realized I'd just be letting them win if I went through and killed myself. especially I'n a public chatroom! thank you moris, and Skanea for telling me that my life was worth living, however.
I am going to be taking a brake from ROBLOX, and OT and report my suicide attempt to my mom and most likely be put on suicide watch to get me help. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:03 PM |
| You said your mother was at home and that you would do it after the Dentist. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:03 PM |
| Mother was not home, and it was school. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:04 PM |
I'm glad you have it all sorted out :-)
There are people here willing to help, don't be afraid |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:05 PM |
Suicide isn't meant for people like us, its far too exciting and noticeable, people like us deserve to wither away or something like that.
I feel like your life had to be good or at least not mediocre at some point in your life for you to commit suicide. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:06 PM |
| clearly OP is an attention seeker, get a life... |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:07 PM |
'who are you?'
You obviously weren't here series newbag |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:07 PM |
| Stop, you weren't here earlier, and don't know what I'm talking about. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:09 PM |
<3 good
Official OT Pinkie Pie and Gypsy-If you ain't first, you're last. |
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DudeRools
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:11 PM |
| no you stop, you're lying about all this, you're only and attention seeking liar like someone I know *coughs*purrie123456alt*coughs* you lie about committing suicide and it's not funny, suicide is a serious matter idiot. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:12 PM |
Just stop.
I was actually thinking of ending my life and you say I'm a liar and I was just doing it for the lulz.
No, I was being bullied by my mom, dad, and peers. Just stop what your doing and leave me alone. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:14 PM |
| you said you were lying about it for the lulz? that's just wrong, suicide is NOT something to joke about, when will you get that through your thick skull moron? |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:15 PM |
It's not worth such a decision, to throw all this away. I've been on both ends of the spectrum, wanting to take my own life, and having a friend do that when they knew I was in a position where I was too far away to help.
Being the one who wants to do it, it seems tempting but the thing to keep in mind is that dying won't solve the issue. The real thing you want is to escape the pain. Remember, death doesn't allow you to escape your problems, it simply prevents them from ever going away. I am not sure what you reason for it was, but if you'd like to discuss with me about it, feel free to send me a friend request and PM me, or I could PM you first. Whichever makes you feel more comfortable.
As for being the one to get left behind, my best friend, he was pretty much my sworn brother decided to do that. I thought he was happy, and I was on vacation so I couldn't have been able to do anything. He had a very wonderful significant other, he had a goal he wanted to achieve in life, he was doing good in school, his father stopped picking on him, he seemed to smile for once. However, one night during my vacation my iPod goes off and wakes me up, I had received and email from him at 1:04 in the morning. It was a suicide note. I tried to call him, and right after I alerted the police and sent them to his home in an attempt to save him, however there was nothing I could do. He had already did it, and the police didn't get there in time.
I am telling you this to you can understand how it feel from someone else's point of view. Specifically someone who cares. I didn't understand why he did it, why he would leave everyone he cared about behind. He just did it without even asking for help, I felt like I had been betrayed, lied to, and abandoned. I didn't hold anything against him, but the emotional upset I felt sometimes still gives me nightmares to this day. I swear, I would give ANYTHING to have been there, and have had the ability to stop him. ANYTHING.
I understand you already decided against it, which is good. Definitely good, you deserve to lead a full life. My point in telling my little story is to help you, and hopefully if a time comes that you ever decide you want to take a fatal course of action, I have hopes that you will remember this, and decide against it. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:15 PM |
Learn to read, because that's not what I said.
You look like a jackass right now, I hope you realize. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:18 PM |
@BloodSacrifice
Thank you for feeling comfortable with sharing, I understand that must hsve been very emotional to write.
That is the reason i decided not to go through with it, that would be very selfish of me to the people who love and care for me. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:19 PM |
@Dude
Just, stop. Go read a psychology text book, a suicide prevention pamphlet, whatever. I guarantee they all say the same thing: Suicide is to be taken seriously, and it should always be regarded that way, ESPECIALLY if someone mentions anything having to do with it.
SO WHAT if he's seeking attention, degrading him like you are is ultimately just giving him more attention, and thus you're helping him.
But if what he says is true, and that he actually planned to do something like that, you're doing nothing but making it worse. No one deserves to be harassed like that, and a person who ALREADY has ENOUGH on his plate above ALL ELSE does not deserve that kind of treatment either.
Get the hell out. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:20 PM |
| obligatory reply stating how edgy op is |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:20 PM |
| Blood is clearly trying to get the best of you, just to get on your good side than BAM, he betrays you, this happened to me so many times I lost count, all my "friends" betrayed me, just so they could get a laugh out of it, heed my warning and do not end up like me. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:22 PM |
| @Workin - If you read my thread earlier, I apologize about what I said. I was wrong. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:22 PM |
@Workin
It's tough, dealing with it. Because even though it's been a few years, I still don't understand why. Which is why I am glad you feel it is selfish. Again, if you EVER need someone to talk to, send me friend request. I will auto accept you. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:23 PM |
So, you chumped out?
You'sa chump |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:27 PM |
@Dude
First you try to insult someone who clearly could use some friendly support, then you try to side with him against someone who is actually offering them the support they need?
No, unlike you I actually care. Seriously, just leave. You've already made a jackass of yourself. |
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| 07 Jan 2014 11:30 PM |
| I'M SO SO SO SORRY!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME!!! I JUST FEEL LIKE EVERYONE IS LYING TO ME!!!! ALL MY "FRIENDS" BETRAYED ME!!! please help me... |
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