Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:24 AM |
Just not myself anymore guys. I get less than 3 hours of sleep a night because I simply can't sleep. I am depressed beyond belief and I live off of anxiety attacks. If I didn't have my best friend irl I don't know if I would be alive right now.
I am just having way to many problems in real life, I've made bad decisions in my frustration of being alone and unloved for to long. It's been going on for 2 years now and the ice has finally been broken and I am drowning while the ice is freezing back over. I have only come onto this game because its refuge, there are such amazing people here and I love them all. I would do anything to make someone's day on this game a blast. I might as well do the best I can at making other people feel loved and like they have someone to talk to because I know how bad it feels.
My parents no longer love me and my Christmas isn't even a Christmas anymore. I spend my time in rl camped out at my best friends house, it's as if they are my family and my biological family are just strangers. Nothing good ever happens in real life anymore except for the things that happen on this game.
I have quit most of everything on this game. I couldn't handle leading clans especially UAF anymore it was just to much. I now spend my time with my best friends building and playing fun games. I hope most of you understand.
I wish you all a Merry Christmas! Love you stealth and Miultine, I am so glad I met you two. ____________________________________________________________________________________________ Feel free to join Krieger Family, me and Miultine are going to make it one big family of fun and games for those to enjoy in their free time. http://www.roblox.com/My/Groups.aspx?gid=926110
inb4reported, I will just repost it yo
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Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:24 AM |
no matter how many times i make these blurb info threads
i never remember to lock them
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Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:37 AM |
btw i posted this because i got tired of the ignorance of my situation and people constantly asking me to come back to UAF
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sovietz
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:38 AM |
| cant tell if call for attention or |
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:39 AM |
copy/paste. then lock.
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Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:39 AM |
what
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Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 12:42 AM |
@soviet
what do u mean
ofc this is real, you can ask stealth or miu, that suicide thread I made the other day? That wasn't for a "friend" it was for me, the scenario i posted on it was my life
it got deleted though when a mod saw i bumped it
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Miultine
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| 25 Dec 2013 01:29 AM |
| Its true guys, seriously tho, don't make fun of him; He DID have a thread about suicide. |
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Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 01:34 AM |
@sov
see
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McSpooFy
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| 25 Dec 2013 03:11 AM |
I understand depression. Just not HOW someone keeps with it.
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thea96
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| 25 Dec 2013 03:13 AM |
| hey man if you need to talk to someone tell me to get on xf through pm |
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| 25 Dec 2013 04:22 AM |
He's not kidding- stop assuming he's attention seeking.
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Fluxoid
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| 25 Dec 2013 10:43 AM |
thanks thea
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| 25 Dec 2013 10:48 AM |
| I know how you feel man party me |
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