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| 08 Sep 2013 05:58 AM |
| For my 16th birthday, I wished to be normal. And everyone smiled and gave meaningless congratulatory comments. The only person I told about my wish was my mom, later as we drove home. She cried and said "I know, baby. We're gonna make you better." And it killed me inside because I know I won't get better. |
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Dzuheron
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| 08 Sep 2013 05:59 AM |
| Who needs me to change? I scare half of my fellow grade in school anyway |
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link63
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:00 AM |
I am actually very sad I think my eyes are sweating again
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:02 AM |
| Even though I know it already, it still hurts even more to know most of you do not believe a word of this. Hey yeah here's idtalk again wanting attention, making up stories. Because that's all I do.. |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:05 AM |
>Even though I know it already, it still hurts even more to know most of you do not believe a word of this. nobody said they didn't believe it |
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Dantopia
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Dzuheron
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:06 AM |
sorry I do not listen to people who dress as girls on OT
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:07 AM |
Dan, A lot
Dzu, I'm sorry I'm dressing as my gender. |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:07 AM |
| I believe you'll get better. Just keep on wishing, keep on believing you will... and it'll happen. |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:07 AM |
>sorry I do not listen to people who dress as girls on OT thats like half of the girls on o- oh |
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Dzuheron
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:08 AM |
@officialprofessoroak
You just realized I'm also a girl, riiiight? |
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Dantopia
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:09 AM |
Dizzy, Wishing hasn't helped. Meds haven't helped. Psychiatric help hasn't done anything. I'm hopeless. |
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Dzuheron
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:10 AM |
| shhh I don't needa hear ye girly |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:10 AM |
Dan, mental issues are not fun |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:11 AM |
| And feeling hopeless won't help, either. Just keep trying. I don't know if the words of some kid on a screen matter, but I believe you can get better. You just have to believe it, too. |
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link63
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:11 AM |
Who Needs to be normal anyway Normal People aren't that great following the norm and acting with what the media and corporations tell them to do
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Dantopia
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:12 AM |
I flinched and backed myself into a wall when my uncle simply tried to hug me today, and then I began crying.
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Petylaxx
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:15 AM |
Oh Muffled :( Cheer up! You're perfect just the way you are |
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XC6alt31
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:18 AM |
| Why do you wish to be "more normal"? |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:21 AM |
xc6, Because I am miserable. |
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XC6alt31
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:24 AM |
| And why are you miserable? |
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| 08 Sep 2013 06:26 AM |
as I said mental disorders are not fun |
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