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| 29 Aug 2013 02:40 PM |
Haven't been here all summer pretty much. Just thought I'd give you a life update.
I'm leaving for college in 3 days. Which is really weird. My school is aprox. 4 hours away from my home, near the Wisconsin/Minnesota border. This is weird for me. All the sudden I'm an adult and have to get my own food and have to motivate myself to go to class and study.
It's truthfully the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced. But it's also the coolest. Life is truly just starting.
That means this stuff has to come to an end. I know I haven't been here in like 6 months anyway, but I figured I'd just send my regards anyway. Honestly this place sucks and is full of immature little kids looking for someone to laugh at them and tell them they're cool. I know, I did the same thing.
I'm not gonna mess around, I'm only going to miss like 4 of you. Which is a good thing. I have no incentive to come back to this mess. I don't even know if those guys still play here. Scar, Ice, Rune, maybe a little Racing and Jimbo are probably the only ones here that aren't autistic (No offense, you all are just really stupid). Such is life.
Anyway, thanks for everything over these past, maybe 6 years. It was a good distraction from when my life sucked and truly helped me deal with my depression and anxiety disorders. These disorders no longer affect my day-to-day life and I think this game had a part of it. It was so easy to make new friends. I fear would I would have become without you all.
A little about me and my time here: I stumbled upon this game when I was 7th grade. I had gotten chubby and was losing my friends because I was "uncool". My depression has always been around but this was one of the worst points. I felt lonely and took refuge in this game. Lock myself away for 5 hours at a time and not have to worry about any of my problems. By the time I finished up 8th grade I had no true friends, had quit sports, which I had loved, and was going to a high school where I knew no one. I was 5'8, 150 pounds. Chubby and not strong. I had a hard time making friends but did find two. One of which is who I am moving into a dorm room with this fall.
I was truly a loner but you'd never know it by me on Roblox. I quickly befriended people like Rune, Sky, Wolf, Atoz, Genken and many more. I was probably the most popular guy here for multiple years. But I was blatantly mean to those I thought were under me. I turned into the guy that put me down in real life. A bully. That sucks and I want to apologize to everyone I did that to.
After my freshman year I grew 4 inches and did not gain any wait. Me and my brother frequently went to the gym, too so I was getting stronger. I was more confident in myself. This helped a little but it was around this time we discovered I suffer from SAD or Social Anxiety Disorder. I refused any kind of medication for both the disorder and my depression. This was a mistake, in hindsight.
My sophomore year I become interested in girls and in one girl in particular. Things didn't work out and she dated one of my only two friends. I'm not friends with him anymore. Then I tried again my junior year. She dated my other friend. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. We're still friends and she still leads me on. It's funny but I don't bite. The friend she dates now is my room mate. Crazy how life works.
My junior year is when I finally started leaving my shell. It was cool. But I partied to fit in. I didn't really like it. I've put that all behind me now. I also started not frequenting this game as much.
It's funny how things turned around. My freshman year I was some chubby kid with no friends. My senior year I was a "cool" kid. Girls wanted to date me. Naturally, I turned them all down. I was terrified, lol. I left this game almost completely, stopping by once in a while. It was a distraction and bad for me.
This past summer has been the best of my life. I've had so much fun. I've stepped away from this game completely. I finally found a girl I really like. Now if I could grow a pair and ask her out. It's difficult, though. She's younger and I'll be 4 hours away from her. She's actually my sophomore crush's little sister (the little sister is way better).
And it brings me to now. An 18 year old kid about to go to college and study something he loves with a million opportunities to do whatever I want.
ON TO THE REST OF MY LIFE
TL;DR: bye im leaving thanks for the memories
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| 29 Aug 2013 02:45 PM |
oh its stair bye stair /XFiM1L still |
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| 29 Aug 2013 02:47 PM |
| Bye Stair. Yes, you did use to bully me, but I deserved it. I was just some snotty elementary school kid. But Ive become older too and realized how annoying I was back then, and Im over that. I hope you have a great future. From cerco |
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| 29 Aug 2013 02:50 PM |
| racing i love you so much dude. One of the coolest dudes out there |
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| 29 Aug 2013 02:50 PM |
bye stair ill miss u
but "i get my own food"
i made my own breakfast/dinner by myself at 8 |
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| 29 Aug 2013 02:51 PM |
| stair will u live off romen everynight |
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| 29 Aug 2013 02:55 PM |
lol stair doesnt know me
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| 29 Aug 2013 03:04 PM |
| Stair will go eat at McDuskys<3 |
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| 29 Aug 2013 03:19 PM |
Good luck man. All the best to ya.
(i'm mop btw) |
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| 29 Aug 2013 03:20 PM |
Never really knew you, but good luck in your future. Have fun man.
--> Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard ✓. |
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| 29 Aug 2013 09:04 PM |
Bye heres a song for you stair
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYx7YG0RsFY |
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| 29 Aug 2013 09:20 PM |
"and did not gain any wait"
You didn't gain any intelligence either. ba dum tsss |
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| 29 Aug 2013 09:23 PM |
Stair I can only say too things
Have a good life
And I'll keep your SF Crown safe and sound. |
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| 29 Aug 2013 09:24 PM |
Owch. After all that time. <|3
But anyways, good luck in college, man. And good luck in the future.
"ohio state will go 0-12" - Cheesey |
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