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| 24 Aug 2013 04:51 PM |
| Dont bother replying, this is for future reference. I remember a few years back when I went out for a walk, I picked up EVERY leaf, twig, even dirty wet wipes I saw until the plastic bag I had was full, and once it was full I closed my eyes until I went back to the car incase I saw anything else because I couldn't carry anymore. This is why I don't go out much anymore, also I have peca (I'm not sure how you type it, but it makes people eat or lick everything) and I have to lick everything, and it has to be a certain part of the object. I don't want to lick or pick anything up but I have to, I just have to. I also eat random food off the floor, but they have to be touching wood on concrete though. Also if there is a mirror or reflecting object in the room I will not go into it, I just moved into a new house and I have to sleep under the covers all day because there is a mirror in it, and I can't go downstairs since there is a huge mirror in it. Also I lick nearly every door handle I see, that is why I don't like going out, not because I lick then but other people have to use the door handles too and that isn't very nice for them if I lick them. A couple of times when my Mom forced me to go out, and I just couldn't I overdosed in inculin (I have t1 diabetes) since I have bad anxiety and I just couldn't go out. Also when my inculin was locked away, I would do the opposite and eat and drink a lot of sugar to make my blood sugars go extremely high so I would throw up and didn't go out. Also with anxiety, it makes my blood sugar go up extremely high anyway even if I did a lot of inculin and never eat anything. I all ways worry if I will have hoarding problems in the future now, because I probably will. I have all ways been like this before, but I really started to get extremely bad anxiety when I was in my autistic school, I didn't speak there, and I did nothing for the hole 6 hours. I hate being autistic. |
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