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| 24 Jul 2013 11:54 PM |
It is a sad day for me when I leave Vaktovia, after all I have been through and what I have seen... I have seen friends come and go.. Betrayal.. And during this whole experience, I've learned just a bit more about myself then I really ever knew.
People may consider VAK to be evil and rotten, but it is not, even at it's core. What makes people think that is because VAK is super strict, serious, and mature, which many groups are not in ROBLOX. If you are considering joining VAC, do so. It'll be an experience you won't forget, believe me.
Over the year I have come across many, many obstacles.. The main one being the people around me. Vaktovia is like a shark tank when you first join.. You know nobody, know nothing about it, nor what to do. You only want to fend for yourself. Slowly, you make a friend. Then another. Then lose one, but gain two more.
I left myself closed in VAK because I feared the thought of betrayal, and the responsibility it took to maintain such things. I could never contain those responsibilities.
I leave VAK as a Lieutenant, a Lieutenant who has been hated, liked, respected, you name it.. (Not to gloat in any way.).
When I joined VAK, I really only looked for one thing, which means nothing to me now, for what I have experienced.
Connections.
(NOTE: I am leaving VAK due to lack of activity, tired of being with people whom just cannot be competent, and for the fact that I am losing the feeling to stay in VAK because of all of I have seen.)
Weird, yes. But I wanted to expand from just FEAR General.. (FEAR is just, bleh.). I wanted to take the bull by the horns and reach up through the ranks as far as I could reach. I wanted to be able to prove everybody wrong, that I could become a Vaktovian, and surpass my peers. Prove to them and myself that I am capable to achieve such ranks.. Such, responsibility.
Dating back to when I was Level 5 (MAJOR skip.), I really only had two guys who I'd talk to a lot, more or less at all. 77capricorn77 (Who is now Ex.) and spongipuffle (Captain.). Me and Capricorn were pretty good friends, all the way to PFC. But that will come later.
I was in the era of when the Cadets was on it's last will.. When Vaktus had chosen 10 lucky VACs to be the first to attempt the new Cadets academy, TVA. The system failed. Badly. But alas, I enjoyed every minute of it.
As I write this part I think about how all the Cadets have came and gone, seeing as I am the last cadet still in VAK.. Alas; I am lucky.
After a while I began to gain more friends, and the Rank of Private. That day was not as exciting, really. I cannot date back the most exciting moment in Vaktovia, because they were all good. (I'd say perhaps when I got Lt.. I got to use the FREAKING MIC.).
The rest, well, you know. I slowly gained more friends, respect, ranks, etc.
Vaktovia is a group that fears nobody, and nothing. They posses.. Skill, that few possess. Some of course do not, and how they got into VAK is appalling.
The most unusual moments in VAK is when your sirs now call you sir. Honestly, there are some Corporals who have to call me Sir now because of the law.. It's funny, really.
There are some memories I will not forget within Vaktovia, because they were so special/important..
I only regret not being able to stay long enough to achieve my goal of Captain, due to so many issues.. RL, RBLX, etc etc.
As I edit this message (It's been prewritten for months), I write this section in the CoS VS Unity war (TGI VS VAK). It is also the era of which the new VAC system was created..
There has only been a few Vaktovians that I really, really could turn to in either certain situations, or depressing/dangerous situations, and those people are who help strengthen my respect for VAK, because they are true, people that you can befriend.
Verelus/warrior: One of the main sources whom kept me IN VAK, and actually made me feel like I was actually worth something and important inside VAK (By now that feeling is gone.) Spongipuffle: You mainly wouldn't let me go.. But, you were there literally at the beginning of my carrier, and end. As the same rank too.. Eh. Captain. Austin: You didn't exactly say anything in particular to make me want to stay, but I felt I sort of owed you for getting us both demoted.. Eh, hope you're a SGT by the time this is out. My apprentices: Like with Austin, you didn't say anything in particular, but I felt I had to put you in VAK before I could go. VACs; Ironically as it is, VAC is one of the threads that kept me around. I enjoyed seeing how they acted as their mentor.. It's a shame I will not be able to watch them blossom.
If anybody can remember that one training where everybody began to 'gossip' about me leaving and me declining it, I lied, I was planning it. Traditionally it was supposed to be on 7/17, and then 7/27, but I am still unsure when this letter will be released.. Aside..
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In this section I will name people who have had effect on my carrier and or I wish to thank for being there.
((By rank))
[[Emperor Vaktus -- Thank you for choosing me to be one of the last 10 TVA Cadets, it was one of the biggest honors I could have ever had. I will not forget it.
[[Supreme General Dologan -- Thank you for allowing me to server under Vaktovia, even when I made some horrid mistakes.
[[General ProEvil123 -- I still have that VAC acceptance photo of the 30:10 KDR, with you in it. Proves you've been around as a Colonel longer than I've been a VAC.. Aside, we became friends around the time I was a Private/Interview, and it sorta got more cool as it went. Around the time I got SGT we kinda got more distant, but heck, you're legit man. You fit the General position.
[[General gh98765 -- You were always willing to help ban the exploiters from SMO, and you still somehow managed to win that ROBLOX card in the Alcatraz games.. >_> Heh. You also would be the one of the only people who would let me hold any sort of training inside VAK as a Lieutenant, good times.
[[Colonel AshTheArbiter -- No clue when we became friends. At all. Around the time The Last Of Us came out, I guess. Don't know, maybe earlier. You and warrior are the rules of MLP i'll tell you that. You'd be a epic General.. StA-53's shooting rainbows.. Hehe.
[[Colonel RapperRox -- I wouldn't consider us 'good friends', but you are a very, very excellent Colonel. I don't recall ever being angry with you really. You're a very excellent Colonel, again, and a very cool guy.
[[Colonel AnakinSkywalker -- I thought you were cool but you know.. After you basically sent lBroken to get dirt on me, I kinda lost all of it.
[[Captain spongipuffle -- Dude, get Colonel already. You've been with me since I was a pender, and I can't thank you enough for what you've done for me, really. Awesome friend, awesome Captain. I'll see you around.
[[Captain Karol2522 -- You're like Rapper, if not a clone. I respect you greatly, and can see you as a Colonel any day. Though, I never saw you much as a Lieutenant (You as a LT), because you kept crashing at SMO.
[[Captain aqous(5) -- You're a fish.
[[Captain Verelus/warrior0909 -- One of the most laid back Officers I know, and yet one of the coolest. Hopefully i'll see you around clans.
[[Lieutenant hunter7777 -- My god, you're probably a Captain by now when I post this. Slow down a bit man, you're leaving everybody behind! Aside, you're pretty cool when people get to know you.
[[Sergeant Sasuke -- Bacon. We never really talked much after we both got Corporal, but hey man, stay frosty.
[[Sergeant NewbControl -- It seems you must carry on our family's legacy.. Do not let me down! Surpass Lieutenant, and be the best Captain you can be.
[[Sergeant LadyRoseVan -- You're a cool cat, 'ya know? You're pretty cool to be around, especially when you get all dark. Heh.
[[Corporal Austin -- You turned pretty much turned my streak good, and I thank you for it.
[[(Ex)Corporal bluebreeze1 -- Same as Newb's
[[PFC imkmart -- You helped me get Corporal, and i'm thankful. You pretty much got me out of a hole, and thanks bro.
[[PFC MICHAEL -- I've seen you since I was a VAC, and yet I got into VAK before you.. I feel sorry to this day, you were always a good VAK, and deserve to at the minimum be a Sergeant.
[[All VAKs -- Thanks for your cooperation from most of you.
[[My Apprentices -- I hope to see you as Vaktovians someday.
[[VACs -- I hope to see most of you in Vaktovia, you are the future, I am the past. Farewell.
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To the Ex-VAKs; Most of you went peacefully, and I never could give you a proper farewell, so bye.
Now, I am going to keep this forum clean, but there are VAKs I just wanna pimp slap because of how they are.. But, hopefully they get what's coming to them and clean up their act.
I don't know if I will come back to VAK.. Or if I really want to.
You see, over the year I have gotten bored at times. And there has been nothing to boost up the joy around VAK, making me want to go around more.
All the VAKs I have listed, are good people. Honestly, they are. People consider VAK to be just, bad. If you looked at some of us off-duty, we are cool people, not just robots that don't care for life.
Do I have any regrets?
The only regret I have is to not be able to stay in Vaktovia longer.. Or rather, in it's golden era.
There are some Captains whom numerous VAKs and VACs dispise, and how said VAK got to that rank is 100% unknown, but god, please demote said VAK.. Abusive, rude, obnoxious, makes NO sense in training's, etc..
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I **may** or may not reform my steam list because I do not want the painful lose of Vaktovia to course through my mind.
Vaktovia is the only group I will leave without hate. I believe Vaktovia is one of the greatest groups ever made, their leaders.. Soldiers.. lifestyle.. VAK is a group I cannot forget.
Where will my path take me next? I don't know. Perhaps I will focus more on my friends instead of ROBLOX itself, perhaps make guns and sell them, or perhaps join another clan (After I settle down of course) and try and rebuild that I am about to lose.
You can add me on steam or xF, whichever. I don't really care.
Truthfully, I only intended to do what I found best to be for Vaktovia, and I did what I have did. I will never regain the role of which I have gotten in Vaktovia, and I will never forget it. I hope to one day return to Vaktovia, and then attempt to regain my title back, though I know that it will not be easy, nor simple..
I wish the best of luck to all Vaktovians in their future journey, because I am parting now.
Oh, and this forum WAS leaked. Thanks. >_>
Ttom is also not awesome, for he is British.
I am sorry to those who did not want me to leave, but I cannot stay in a place like VAK for such a long time. Though, it was a memory I will not forget.
In the VAK Interview with General Gh, he asked me what my goals were. I had no clue, so I answered "Get VAK Colonel". Sadly, that was a rash answer. Heck, I did not think I would get Corporal. Though, I got to Lieutenant..
I hope in the future I will be able to rejoin Vaktovia and attempt to complete that goal.
If I cannot rejoin Vaktovia as a Lieutenant, which I doubt I can even, I will try to rejoin as at least a Sergeant or a Corporal..
I also cannot thank everybody enough for either pushing me to achieve my goals, or to help edit my problems.
To VACs: http://www.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=106719116 Read this, soldiers. This will be beneficial no matter what you think.
Glory to Vaktovia, Ex-VAK Lieutenant, The Viper; Death; Titanoba, ImAwesomeFoo. |
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