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| 19 Jun 2013 12:12 PM |
(I don't want this to be an attention horse thread, its good to vent and get some support, it really helps. And I wont care if people are going to insult me, I know some of you guys are decent.)
The reason is I feel no need to live. There is no purpose, and everything I do just seems purposeless. Even my pursuit to become One with All seems idiotic and useless. It's worst in the mornings, when I wake up to a basically empty house feeling groggy and sick, with nothing to do but watch TV and get on the computer. I worry about what I will do when I'm older, what job I might get, or maybe I might be living in a trash can. I feel worthless, and useless, and nothing to do with my life. I promised myself I would never commit suicide, back when I was getting over that "emo stage"
I feel stupid thinking about it after a few hours, but its been going on like this for awhile. I'm guessing one of the reasons is my Grandma is in the hospital and my Mom is gone at 11:00AM till 10:00PM.
Do any of you have any advice, maybe some support? It would help very much. |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:13 PM |
| God gave you life, so be grateful for it. |
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DarkFossa
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:13 PM |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:13 PM |
@Dark
Read my first sentence before you post. |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:14 PM |
NONONONONONONONONONONONONON. Even though I don't know I'm not letting you do this. Most people think it's better off or they're useless. But really all they need is to find an escape really. Not suggesting anything bad really, just something to let you relax and be separate from the world, something that makes you happy.
ˢᵒ ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ˢᶜʳᵉᵃᵐ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ʸᵒᵘ; ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵒʳˡᵈ ᶤˢ ᵠᵘᶤᵉᵗ ʰᵉʳᵉˑ |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:14 PM |
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EToJ4lRq0xk
give it a couple of months |
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richiesan
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:14 PM |
I often wonder the same thing. I dont really see the point either but i feel like theres something waiting at the end. i'm not sure. theres some great people around tumblr you can ask about that theres self harm help blogs and many many advice blogs. but if these feelings go beyond your control, get help as soon as you can. |
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gocool3
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:15 PM |
| No! It is completely idiotic to kill yourself! |
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goof333
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:15 PM |
Maybe get a hobby, go play with friends, or try and stay active.
I get all groggy and sick feeling from inactivity. |
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darko29
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:15 PM |
"God gave you life"
lol. God. |
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jonny1367
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:15 PM |
| DDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKK |
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portoman
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:15 PM |
tl;dr, But seriously, don't kill yourself.
GG BrianD |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:15 PM |
no i luv u
"I don't believe in shoot first, ask questions later. Asking questions is stupid."- Mr Zurkon |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:16 PM |
Skanea no, everybody has a reason to live
maybe you just didnt find it yet
and it would be a shame if you didnt find the thing, that makes your life lifeworthy
because that would apparently be the case if you commited sudoku right now qq |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:16 PM |
@Juice
The thing is whatever I do, it seems useless and I get tired of it. |
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Sandykins
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:16 PM |
"Attention Seeking Level: 8/10" lmao
but really, one way to feel better, is to fall in love
except the fact that it might be hard to find someone
killing yourself isn't the way to go though
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:17 PM |
| don't do it. Life will get better when you grow up and go to college. You will meet new people and get a nice job. You will marry a man and have children. It gets better just don't kill yourself. |
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darko29
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:17 PM |
People here are so fake.
"DUN DO IT" |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:18 PM |
| I'm the same way. You're here for a reason and life its worth it. It won't rain forever. It gets better. I'm sorry about your Grandma i hope she gets better. Try finding someone to talk to. There's always someone that will listen and be willing to help. I'm here if you need someone. |
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Sandykins
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:18 PM |
hi vanilla
~Twitter is @frosting404~ |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:18 PM |
'People here are so fake.
"DUN DO IT"'
i think you worded that badly because you don't seem sadistic and cruel |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:20 PM |
"Skanea no, everybody has a reason to live
maybe you just didnt find it yet
and it would be a shame if you didnt find the thing, that makes your life lifeworthy"
I always thought that trying to be One with All would be it, but I don't think so.
Really, I think I'm scared of growing up, having a job and responsibilities, even if it's a long way off.
I think after my grandma comes home and everything turns back to normal, I'll be over this spell
But really, you guys support and advice is making me feel better |
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| 19 Jun 2013 12:20 PM |
Ok so I'm not great at giving advice,
but please don't kill yourself. You have your full life ahead of you, who knows what your future will bring? I bet you have so many people that love & care for you. Try and keep your mind off everything for a bit, maybe talk to someone about it, that's what they're for (Honestly talking to a guidance counselor didn't help me at all with my anxiety/depression but there's other people to talk to) Suicide is just the way out of a temporary problem. Life gets better, I promise.
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